see the difference

i still don't know if i'm preggo or not. still have symptoms, still haven't gotten the test yet. stuff just keeps coming up. but i'm definitely bigger. if i'm not then i want to know why i got so much bigger. 

here's a picture of me last semester and of yesterday.

(p.s. no i'm not really that much more white, just the first was taken with my camera and the second with my phone.)

i just really think that i am still. ryan has absolutely accepted that i am, although no tests to prove it. i'm just really hoping that i am. odd time in my life, i know, but still exciting. i think that we could do it. we both think we can do it.