Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Delays delays delays

I think those are about three words that really sum up my blog lately. :) And you all can thank nursing school for that! In fact, right now I should be studying for a test, but instead I felt that blogging was more important. I just miss it so much. :( I would say that I'm gunna try to update more often, but I don't want to lie to everyone because I don't really see it happening until AFTER school is over, or maybe even spring/summer break. I can't believe it's already February! Time is just flying, and I feel like I've spent these two months with my nose stuck in medical books. Then I realize it's because I have. :P

Speaking of school, it's going well. It's intense, and a ton of work, but it will be so worth it. :) I like it so far. I think next week or at least sometime this month we start our clinicals in the hospital. Eek! Nervous, but they want us to pass. Just got to tell myself that I can do this. I THINK I'm carrying A's in all my classes, so hopefully I can keep it that way.

I feel like I've been in a bit of a funk lately. Like, everything else is being neglected that's not school related. I haven't been doing too many chores, that's for sure. Nate's been great though. He's such a help, he's been doing laundry, dishes, cooking, and being the absolute best cheerleader for me. I'm so glad I found him, because this journey would be so much harder without him.

Lucie is actually Lucifer, I'm pretty sure. I just wanna know where my sweet kitten that I brought home went? Because she rarely resides here now. She's such a brat, and into everything that we don't want her in. Sometimes I find myself wondering what I got myself into, but at the same time I know that I would miss her if she was gone.

So it's almost the "in" season at work, thank God. I'm so tired of being broke 24/7! I want to be able to pay my bills AND have some money to buy myself something sometimes. For example, a new pair of eye glasses. I'm going to be serving only starting March 1, so almost there. I make so much more money doing that verses retail. I'm really hoping to save a whole lot this summer so that I can work much less during my last semester of nursing school.

After school is over, me and Nate will stay here for around a year, and then HOPEFULLY we're moving. :) We're thinking Oregon, but we're going to have to visit first. Everytime I tell people that I get these weird looks, but I'm so tired of living in Florida. I know for a fact I don't want to get stuck here like everyone in this town seems to, and this can finally be a way out. I'm excited, even if I seem crazy. This is what we want together. Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.